Hey, suddenly had the urge to write a post on my life so far. I hope to read this posts when i grow up, hah. This is probably gonna be a very personal post. ughhh.
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I was born on 150198, as the only girl, the youngest girl. For some reason i had two huge bold spots on my head, lol. My mum told my i wasn't well liked when i was a baby, nobody wanted to carry me :( I still remember sitting on the bed crying cause everybody ignored me... but they still loved me la, just that i'm not 'cute' enough? haha, my third brother was much cuter, although i really look like him. But i remember being pampered by my father, i was a daddy's girl.
Thats me! I think i was 2 or 3 years old? I became cuter, well, thats what i think lol. I was an ugly baby hahahhahaa. My parents said i was a monster hahahaha. I think i looked somehow like a boy, like my brother. But too bad i don't have his pictures. We looked soooo alike. Yeah, me being as chubby as ever.
Okay, this was when i was in primary 3. Yeah, go ahead and laugh all you want. I looked so different, but thats how it is. I was somehow quiet in school. Didn't really have much friends. I remember staring into the mirror thinking how stupid i looked. I use to spend one hour just to tie my hair before going to school which started at 12pm i think. I wanted to look good. I guess all those hours, nobody would appreciate it. My confidence was at its lowest. I thought that nobody would like me.
I don't have my primary six photo but i still remember how funny i looked. But at that point of time, it was the trend to act cute lol. ew. Okay, this was when i was at the start of secondary 2. I can't find my secondary one photo... When i went to secondary school, i cared about how i look and change my appearance like 360degrees. I didn't want to look bad anymore. I started to get positive comments on my appearance. But at the same time i always got into trouble with the school for breaking the rules. It's sort of the bad memory at secondary two. I remember being late almost everyday at one point of time. Oh how i hated school. My studies were bad and i had to go for hours of detention.
Then, as time passed i realised that life is still going to continue, rather just enjoy it and make the best out of it. So i became happy :) Everyone has their ups and downs right?
Heres sera.
Heres saffy.
Heres wai gong.
School.
School.
Eldest brother.
Second brother.
Teehee.
Family.
With the awesomest instructor ever and loves <3
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Okay, thats all, for now. I hope i don't grow old that fast :( Oh well, bye!
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